Friday, December 26, 2008

My Next Big Adventure!

So I'm off on an adventure tomorrow, and I'm freaking psyched! I had an excellent Christmas, and now I'll have an excellent mini-vacation. It will be a little cold, but I'm excited to get out of town. Just look at the weather forecasts for the next few days in: Escalante, Utah as compared to Logan, Ut. It will get up in the 40's! Amazing! I shoveled almost a foot of snow off the driveway today, there's no chance of snow in that region! Yeah!
Among the activities on my t0-do list:
  • hike
  • camp
  • eat
  • ponder the wonders of the world
  • view things
  • drive wonderful places
And just to allay the fears of those who doubt my adventuring skills, here's my not-to-do list:
  • drown
  • fall
  • freeze
  • asphyxiate
  • get a brain injury
  • get rescued
  • die
Everything will be just fine, a little chilly, but not snowy. Yeah! So far the plan is to go to
1. Grand Staircase-Escalante National Monument
2. Kodachrome Basin State Park
3. Capitol Reef National Park
4. Goblin Valley State Park
Just take a quick perusal of those links and check out the potential awesomeness I will see. If things get nasty I will come home sooner, but I'm super psyched to see some of the awesomeness of southern Utah. And even more psyched to be out of Logan. Hooray!
Love you all!

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Now playing: Social Distortion - Story Of My Life
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Ode to Green Hat

Note, this ode will not be a rhyming ode, I'm no good at that.


I have this green hat that Liz gave me for my birthday last year, and I love it.
It's very warm and stretchy,
It's green, my favorite color.
I can look like a cancer patient or an Irish hooker,
depending on my outfit and hair that day.

It came with an awesome scarf and gloves,
they're also green.
I'm very happy when I wear it,
even if I wear it while falling down.
I love hats in general,
but this one is definitely the tops.

I also love my leg warmers.
They keep my legs dry when the ground is wet.
And they make me smile whenever I remember I'm wearing them.

Winter-time may be kind of glum sometimes,
But my winter-wear can't bring me down at all.

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Things That Concern Me

So, I'm feeling a little morose (which according to dictionary.com means, "...gloomily or sullenly ill-humored, as a person or mood."). And my body isn't really cooperating with my efforts to be in a good mood. Among the issues I'm currently trying to address:

1. I think my face is rejecting the rest of my body. My skin is so stinking dry I can barely move my face in the morning. It hurts to yawn. I put lotion on at least 3 times before I head out the door. These low humidity shenanigans must stop. I think its the reason I've been battling epic zits (that's right, not your average clogged ducts...EPIC ZITS!).

2. I'm growing a cowlick...or something. There's a spot at the back of my head that just will not lie flat, and it didn't used to be that way. Beyond that, there's something there, a mole or scab or something. Right now I've decided it's cowlick-causing-cancer. It's been there for like a month and I haven't run my head into something sharp in quite some time (that I remember). Next thing you know there will be a giant seeping wound in the back of my head. Then I will die. And you'll all feel bad.

3. I decided to spontaneously quit drinking soda (because I heard waiting for a special date to quit makes you less likely to succeed), and it feels like my brain is shrinking away from my skull. It blows. On the upside, I don't feel so worried about my teeth and bones when I chug down 44 ounces of water.

4. I might have blown a snot bubble yesterday. I was just trying to say "Yeah" and breathe at the same time. It would have been a small bubble, but it felt like a bubble nonetheless. How embarrassing (its not like I was saying "Yeah" to myself, there was someone I was addressing. Lame.). Eh, I've decided to start carrying a handkerchief around with me, it seems less old-woman-ish to me than tissues.

5. There are still spiders in my apartment. They don't end up on my sticky traps because they walk on the walls and ceiling. I keep trying to squash them, but lately the only shoes that have been within reach of me are my work shoes (see item #6 for a description of why said work shoes are so lame). To make matters worse I took a swig of water from a glass near my computer yesterday and there was a spider in it! It was horrifying!

6. I fell down yesterday. It was lame. I think I pulled a muscle in my belly trying not to fall, and I bruised my elbow. It was sad. My work shoes, while warm, suck in the snow. I won't be wearing them in the snow again.
It went something like this:
Me and Lou were walking
...
Then I found some ice
...
Then I hit the pavement. It hurt.
I hope you can all laugh at my pain. I'm laughing...on the inside. It doesn't hurt to laugh there.

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Now playing: Garbage - Medication
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

So Liz and Mom both made it sound like I have dropped off the face of the Earth, and nothing could be farther from the truth. I've been safe and sound in Logan. My last few posts may sound a little discouraging, but December is kind of a discouraging month. However, there have been some good times, as seen below.
Thanksgiving was fun, my family kicks so much ass its ridiculous. I always love the time can spend shooting the breeze with them.
The food was excellent...
But there were yams...
I also got to decorate my apartment with Christmas stuff. I really, really enjoy decorating. I feel silly for it, but it is what it is.
I thought I'd take the opportunity to document that my Christmas tree did indeed fit in with the rest of my furniture and that I got a cute new sweater...

And I had a birthday. I'm now a quarter of a century old. Its not so bad. Bonus: I got my wedding cake. Another slightly irrational moment of mine. I became obsessed with this cake a few years ago while I was flipping through a wedding magazine. I really, really wanted the cake, but Mom thought it was silly, so I figured a milestone that would deserve a special cake. It was beautiful and totally worth the obsessing...
Thanks mom. I also got some gear I really needed: ski boots, kayak paddles and a face mask (and a kick ass hat!). It was awesome...
I've also done a little small scale adventuring: figuring out how to make sushi, battling my hair, moving furniture, finding a new purse, fixing internet issues, etc. All in all, life is good (really, how could it be bad when I've got my new hat?).
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Itch

Currently it is 41.0 degrees Fahrenheit in Logan, its supposed to reach a low of 21 tonight, and there is no snow. This is just unacceptable. I want out. I know I signed up for these grad school shenanigans, but right about now it feels like they're holding me down. Right now grad school feels much less like an adventure and more like a slog (nay, a mire, I'm mired in this Great Dismal Swamp of a program (this is funny to me, it could be funny to you if you'd read the paper I finished the other day, but I really wouldn't recommend it)). I'm feeling the itch to head for warmer climes. If there were some skiing to be had I might feel better (especially because I now have boots and skis). Anyways, in place of a great southern migration, I've decided to find myself a pair of snowshoes and adventure out that way. I figure it'll be a good replacement for hiking (once there's enough snow to make it happen), and much cheaper than skiing. I'll let you know how it goes.

I've been thinking a great deal about going somewhere. I wish I had friends spread out a little farther, I think visiting them would be a good opportunity to head out of the valley. Anyways, I'm really looking forward to going somewhere for spring break this year, here are my current options (click on the green text and they'll send you to websites that show some of the potential coolness I could discover in my explorations).

Option 1: Head North
I'm thinking of trying out the Northwest for spring break. It'll probably be March-type cold, but more rainy than snowy. The highlight of this trip would be Olympic National Park.
Why go to the Olympic Peninsula? Well, according to the Park Service:
Here you will find Pacific Ocean beaches, rain forest valleys, glacier-capped peaks and a stunning variety of plants and animals. Roads provide access to the outer edges of the park, but the heart of Olympic is wilderness; a primeval sanctuary for humans and wild creatures alike.
Awesome. But mostly, its a temperate rain forest. I've wanted to run around in the rain forest since I saw "Ferngully" (which is now on DVD, awesome). There was some jungle to be seen near Cancun, but it was all fenced off when I was there (boo). I realize that there probably won't be fairies like in the movie, but there are a ton of other things to see (things that are cooler than fairies, which can't actually be seen). Also, 95% of the park is designated as wilderness. That's an opportunity to get good and lost, if ever I heard one. I figure a few days of soggy backpacking would do me some good. Plus there are 73 miles of coastline within the park, full of sandy peaches, tidal pools and cliffs. I'd like to see a starfish or sea anemone. That would be awesome.

Other wildlife viewing options include orcas, sea lions, dolphins and whales (a lot of the area around it was designated as the Olympic Coast National Marine Sanctuary). Further inland I could see black bears, cougars, bobcats, and elk (in addition to a whole number of endemic rodents, and pigs). Plus there are about 300 species of birds that have been spotted in the park.
There's also the opportunity to see Seattle, a town that sounds fairly interesting to me. There I could ride a ferry. I dig ferries. And the Columbia River, I like to see what's left of that.
(There's also a dork option Liz could like: Forks, WA is located on the Olympic Peninsula, its a real town).

Option 2: Head South
This option is a little more vague, as there is a ton to see down there. Almost any time I bring up the southern Utah/northern Arizona option someone gives me another recommendation for places I could try to see. Among the stops I could see are:
Grand Staircase-Escalante National Monument
The Hayduke Trail (just a portion)
Buckskin Gulch
Grand Canyon National Park
Arches National Park

This option's main appeal is that I know there are a ton of places I could opt to spend my days, and it will likely be dry. I went that direction last year, and there is a lot I wish I had time to see. The environment is quite opposite of option 1, it'll all be desert. So here's the dilemma: go through the familiar, yet exhilarating desert or the new and exciting old growth forest. Hmm.

Well, its been exciting to think about getting out of town. Hopefully I'll make it through.

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Now playing: 311 - Nix Hex
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Monday, December 8, 2008

Hi, My Name is Becka and I'm a Slacker


(I thought I'd start this out with an unusually cheery picture, I feel the exact opposite of that, there's no rainbows in my world right now, or trees. Just cubicle walls and my stinking laptop). So I'm in the middle of writing a final paper, and I'm dragging ass. I want to do so many other things. Namely:
  • blog
  • hike
  • sleep
  • do dishes
  • finish the stupid vampire book
  • make cheesecake
  • run a 5k
  • make a snowman
  • dance
  • update my iPod
  • watch my current Netflix offer
  • pay bills
  • drive somewhere more than 4 hours away
  • dance more
  • eat peaches
  • go kayaking
  • pluck my eyebrows
  • buy socks
  • do laundry
  • buy underwear
  • organize my closet
  • make a snow angel
As you can see, there is so much more I could make of this day. Alas, I'm here at school, resigned to finishing this paper before 2 a.m. I will break for food, maybe a run, but not for much fun. Boo. Also, the food I will break for isn't even good, I've officially gotten over microwave burritos. They don't taste like much of anything. I just ate a cheese and bean burrito, but I couldn't taste the cheese. I have cheese at home, but I'm at school. I have a package of Saltines here, I hope I don't ever get over Saltines. I'd really like some Texas Toast, but I don't have anymore. I'll be consuming quite a bit of Mountain Dew in hopes it will keep me concentrating (I'll at least be awake because I'm drinking it fast enough I have to pee every half hour). I'm kind of over Mt. Dew too, I suppose I'll have to move on to something like crack. Eh.

I've been trying to remember brighter days while I'm stuck in my office space. Friday instead of writing I surfed the internet and found this video I really liked. The Daily Show usually manages to get it right, its a little vulgar, in an edited way. But I love it (I figure anyone who can figure out how to incorporate the term "Industrial Strength Douche Bag" into a discussion of terrorism deserves props). I haven't been able to post the actual video because of some HTML script mystery that I can't figure out, so follow this link, it's 3 minutes of your life that will be well spent.

http://www.thedailyshow.com/video/index.jhtml?videoId=210920&title=mumbai-tragedy

Also, check out this article called "Why They Hate Mumbai."

And this article on Cyberchondria

Eh. My 15 minutes of freedom are up. Back to work. Someone should shed tears for me, because I can't, full on apathy has set in.

I almost forgot, I do have some good news. I came up with a temporary title for my paper: Fear and Loathing in Swamps and Muskegs. Also, I currently have 5 pages typed (plus my title page and bibliography) that I have yet to double space. Double spacing is my favorite part, I save it until the end because it makes it doubles the amount of work I've just done (sort of, it makes me happy. Don't judge me.).

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Saturday, November 8, 2008

Top 5


So, has anyone seen "High Fidelity"? If you haven't, it has John Cusack, who I love. Throughout the movie he makes lists of his Top 5 songs/albums/artists for various reasons (sorry for the vagueness, I haven't seen it is a while). So I've decided to do my Top 5, because I have opinions and like to share them.

Top 5 Bands Ever
1. 311
2. Bright Eyes
3. Damien Rice
4. Unwritten Law
5. Weezer

Top 5 Live Performances
1. 311
2. Social Distortion
3. Weezer
4. Unwritten Law
5. Dashboard Confessional (so long as no face-punching is involved)
(Note: there are many honorable mentions, but in the name of Top 5-ing I had to pick the best)

Top 5 Live Performances I Wish to See
1. O.A.R.
2. Say Anything
3. Bright Eyes
4. Bob Dylan
5. Nirvana (what a wish)

Top 5 Bands I Have Recently Gotten Into
1. G Love and Special Sauce (they're on their way to the Best Bands Ever List)
2. Ben Folds
3. Ben Lee
4. Ludo
5. Death Cab for Cutie

Top 5 Movies Ever
1. Anchorman
2. Shaun of the Dead
3. So I Married An Axe Murderer
4. Brother, Where Art Thou?
5. Pineapple Express (its a rash move, but I have a lot of faith in this movie)

Top 5 TV Shows Ever
1. Heroes
2. Scrubs
3. Sex and the City
4. Psyche
5. Law and Order: SVU/Grey's Anatomy (its a tie, I won't decided which I like best)

Top 5 Books Ever (Fiction-ish)
1. The Monkey Wrench Gang - Edward Abbey
2. Where the Sidewalk Ends - Shel Silverstein
3. The Portrait of Dorian Grey - Oscar Wilde
4. America - Jon Stewart
5. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini

Top 5 Books Ever (Non-fiction)
1. Crossing the Next Meridian - Charles Wilkinson
2. Lies My Teacher Told Me - James Loewen
3. Collapse - Jared Diamond
4. A Sand County Almanac - Aldo Leopold
5. Infrastructure: a Field Guide to the Industrial Landscape (also known as the Dork Book) - Brian Hayes

Top 2 Book Series Ever (Dorky)
1. Lord of the Rings
2. Harry Potter

Note to readers: the term EVER is used here very loosely, things could be different tomorrow, but today I'm feeling very emphatic (except for 311, they will always be tops). Also, the picture up top is from this Pon and Zi website, check it out, the artist does these darling, slightly emo-ish pictures that warm my heart cockles.

So, the reason I'm doing this is that Shelfari is doing this 50 book challenge, they want people to read 50 books this year to show that reading isn't obsolete. I have lots of books sitting around waiting to be read or bought, but not 50. So, I looking for some recommendations on books that I should read this year. I'm easy, I read the ingredients from my shampoo bottles, however, if its a tear-jerker I need a warning so I don't end up reading something tragic in public (fun story: I couldn't stop reading the 6th Harry Potter book, even though I had to work in the box office at the theater, I spent a good hour crying and telling customers I was having allergy problems). The other reason I'm doing this is that I built a killer Netflix queue. I'm freaking psyched for them to start arriving (I am currently very agitated that "I'm Not There" was supposed to arrive Thursday, but still has not shown itself). So far my queue is 53 deep, but I'll take recommendations on that front too. Hope everyone is having a good weekend!

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Now playing: Cold War Kids - Hospital Beds
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Tagged 4:4:4


Here's what I found in the bowels of my computer. Turns out its one of my faves. I love this veterinary clinic, mostly because I love their signs. If this doesn't give you a giggle I don't know what will. Boo ya!

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Now playing: G- Love & Special Sauce - Beautiful
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Monday, November 3, 2008

Becka takes a mental health day...and has a happy Halloween

Um, so, last week got kind of out of control by the end of it. Come Thursday I was just too stressed out to function. Turns out that's October for me in Logan. 2006 I was miserable in my job (at Qwest) then stressing about the responsibilities of my new job (at the mall). 2007 I was dealing with weird illness and boy troubles. 2008 was just school mostly. Blah. In talking to my fellow students they feel the same way (the same way being that we're getting no where in our school work), so I feel a bit better about that. Anyways, Thursday I decided not to go to my history class, even though I had read the book. I figured taking a mental health night to carve pumpkins would serve me better in the long term, and I was totally right.

Take a look at the photo below. Notice the general disheveled-ness and the sense that I had given up on everything.
After carving my Batman pumpkin things were definitely looking up. Part of it was that I was watching "Psyche" and carving a pumpkin. I think the other part of it was creating a work of art. Really, the stencils and stuff they have on the internet are amazing. Y'all may know that I'm no artist (at least when it comes to visual art), but I think I did pretty well.
Then I got to carve my happy pumpkin. I think this picture really exemplifies the therapeutic benefits of carving pumpkins. Plus I got a pan full of pumpkin seeds to bake and eat (I ate them almost all at once, I feel like I've had better ideas).
Friday I went to a Halloween party with some friends, and it was way fun. My camera didn't take the journey with me, so I only have this cell phone picture. I had a lot of fun getting ready. I decided my costume lacked a certain something, so I added some spray-on sparkle, then the face paint. I was struggling not to touch my face all night, but I've decided it was well worth the effort (mostly because the effort was fun).
After all of this I'm kind of glad that it's November. While November means that I'm one month closer to a thesis defense deadline that I might not make, November is not October (and that means a lot). Plus Thanksgiving is in November, and my family kicks ass. So stay awesome.

I also did something productive this first weekend in November: I started winterizing my apartment. I've said it before, sometimes I feel like I live in a refrigerator, a hobbit sized refrigerator. Sunday I put of this plastic-wrap-type stuff on both my windows to keep the cold out, and I think its working pretty well. Unfortunately my blinds are on the inside of that seal. I weighed a few options and decided that keeping the blinds open but adding curtains was the best option (especially compared with the open-blinds-no-curtains and closed-blinds options). However, I have no blinds, so here's what my windows look like now.

I need to do laundry because I don't have any flat sheets around. But more likely I'll just rely on my wonderful mom to make me some curtains (because she's epically talented and generous). Now I'm off to get a good nights rest (I got one last night, it was fabulous) and get ready to tackle another Tuesday. I'm feeling pretty good about it.


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Now playing: Oasis - Wonderwall
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Monday, October 27, 2008

Becka Travels to the Land 'O Jeeps

Well, I really shouldn't be blogging, there are plenty of other things I need to do. However, the way it works with me is that I do everything else on my To-Do List before I get to the most pertinent and awful To-Do (grading papers). So here's a quick run down of my trip to Colorado.

I got to spend the week staying with my friend Tiffany in Fort Collins. While it was fun and inexpensive, I did have to commute and hour and a half into Denver everyday, but that's really a small price to pay for good times. The class I was taking (called Managing the NEPA Process, that's right, I can manage something now) was in the crappy, scary part of Denver. I here good things about that city, but all I got to see was traffic and puncture vines. The teacher of this course was really good (plus she's on my thesis committee, so I just like her anyways), and the people in the little groups we were split into were cool, put together that makes a four day course much better.

Back in Fort Collins we went out a couple times. Thursday we went to this Mexican restaurant called Rio Grande (I believe), and I had this amazing spinach and squash enchilada (officially Del Espinaca Enchilada). If anyone knows a recipe for this type of enchilada please let me know, it was to die for. Then we went to Sullivan's and made new friends while we played pool. Friday we also had a tasty dinner at Lucky Joe's. I must say that the restaurant selection in Fort Collins is far superior to that in Logan. So much variety, so few Chili's/Ruby Tuesdays/Appleby's. Awesome.
Saturday I decided the best thing for me to do would be to go to Rocky Mountain National Park before I came back home. I only got to spend an afternoon there, and a cold afternoon at that, but the views were freaking amazing! Plus, I saw some wildlife (elk and bighorn sheep to be exact). I can now fully endorse this park as a must see. Seriously, there are 7,000 vertical feet within the park itself. That means that everywhere you go there's a glorious view of a cliff face or river valley. Plus it has a really accessible trail system, with lots of easy and difficult hikes available from right off the main roads. The drive there is pretty gorgeous too, at least if you come from the east.

All the driving sucked a little bit. I think my butt is flatter due to all the sitting I've done. I'm also afraid that I've decided Wyoming has very little to offer the average visitor. Mostly its just windy and full of energy development (though more of the fossil fuel type than the wind type). I did see some antelope, so that was good. And I had a brief, kind of crazy conversation with a gas station clerk. But mostly I advice everyone to avoid driving through the state if at all possible (on the way back home the wind slowed me down by like a hour, that's pretty serious).

The only down side to my trip is that I spent the last week not doing any of my Logan work, and now its all piled up and stressing me out. So now I'm going to go shower, then I'll get to the grading (I hate grading, who am I to decide whether they did well or not?).

Sunday, October 19, 2008

The Great Pumpkin Adventure


Well, things are really swinging into gear. Whatever gear busy is, that's the gear I'm in. I didn't get to relax much during my fall break (which was just a three day weekend, boo), but I did have some fun. Friday I spent the day with my family picking pumpkins and seeing Body Worlds. Both were awesome. Some quick fun facts and ponderous quotes I wrote down my the little notebook they gave me:
  • The blood vessels of the human body would stretch around the world, twice, if laid out in a line.
  • Neither the heart nor the brain dominate the sphere of emotions, both organs relate and respond to each other.
  • Spread out flat, the cerebral cortex would be approximately 16 square feet.
  • The brain is approximately 2% of our body weight, but requires 20% of our blood supply.
  • "Your body is the harp of yours soul. And it is your to bring forth sweet music from it or confused sounds." --Khalil Gibran
  • The tendency to see the worst in any situation makes a person more likely than any other factor (weight, gender, race) to have a heart attack.
Despite the hour long wait in line, it was freaking incredible. It just amazes me the way the body works, the musculature, the nervous system, organs...all of it is just cool.

Before dorking out at the museum, we all dorked out at the pumpkin patch, here are some photos of that moment.
Here is where I fell out of my shoes. Note to all potential pumpkin adventurers: wear shoes you cannot fall out of.
Me and Scotty are going to rule the world someday, and we'll always look epic when we do.
Saturday my family came up to the Boo at the Zoo, because they're wonderful. I don't have any pictures of that particular moment, but we did manage to capture the fact that Lizzy and I have gone our separate ways when it comes to purses. While I have been opting to minimize the amount of crap I carry around, she has had to carry around more stuff, I imagine its part of being a good mother (there's no chance diapers, wipes or baby food would fit in my bag). It was way fun to be able to show them around my zoo and see them twice in one week.

Now I'm off to prepare for my week out of town. Tomorrow I'm driving to Fort Collins to see my friend Tiff and go to a class on Managing the NEPA Process (that's right, I'll know how to manage something when I get done!).

Monday, October 6, 2008

Just Call Me Canker Face


So I still have this wicked-evil canker sore, though its been down graded from a Spawn-of-Satan canker sore. I realized earlier this weekend that I didn't really know much about canker sores except that gargling salt water sometimes makes them feel better. After a quick bit of research I learned a couple more fun factoids from emedicinehealth.com:
  • 20-40% of the people have had canker sores, also known as aphthous stomatitis, at some point in their life (for the 60-80% of the world who don't know what a canker sore is, I've included the diagram above). Cankers are most common in adolescents and young adults, and frequency of sores decrease as you age (hip-hip hooray!).
  • The exact cause of canker sores is unknown, but some suspect it is an immune reaction. Other suspected factors include heredity, stress, trauma, food allergies, toothpastes with sodium lauryl sulfate, and iron, folic acid and B12 deficiencies.
  • The current canker I'm suffering with is officially a major canker (a name I intend to call someone next time I'm in a disagreement), as it is 1cm in length. Others are regular or minor cankers that clear up within 3-14 days.
  • There are a few at-home treatments, like rinsing your mouth with a salt water mix or Maalox. Some of the medical treatments are downright scary, ranging from administering tetracycline and dietary supplements to injections of cortical steroids, yikes! There are a few drugs that seem to have a canker-depleting side-effect, so sometimes a doctor may prescribe ulcer and heartburn meds, oral contraceptives, and in rare cases thalidomide (remember We Didn't Start the Fire mentioning the "children of thalidomide"? It causes severe birth defects, but you can get it for canker sore treatment).
  • Prevention advice was kind of entertaining. First you should avoid trauma to the mouth, even minor trauma (so watch out for those mouth-punching-ninjas). Next, do not talk while chewing (but what else am I supposed to do while I chew?). Hormonal factors can trigger outbreaks, so...(they recommend taking oral contraceptives). And if you have any dietary deficiencies, take care of them.
After learning this I thought "Great, one more symptom of iron deficiency." I've been taking a multi-vitamin occasionally because vegetarians are often at risk for iron deficiencies, and iron deficiencies cause sluggishness and anemia, among other things, and I was dreadfully tired. After I started the multi-vitamin thing my energy level went up to a point I could function again, but I hate trying to gag them down early in the morning, so I don't get one every morning. Plus taking a multi-vitamin makes me feel old. Look at the people in the multi-vitamin commercials, they're usually not the picture of youth and vitality. However, for the most part I've come to terms with it.

The site I was reading about iron deficiencies at said that it takes time for your body to recover to normal iron levels, so the canker sores could be a side effect of that. But then I discovered something shocking. My lame toothpaste has sodium lauryl sulfate in it! A neighbor told me years ago that sodium lauryl sulfate caused cankers, so I figured it was something that would have been removed from most oral care products.. Well, I was wrong! It's not even an active ingredient in the toothpaste! I was moderately horrified. In the end I threw away the toothpaste because it was paste, and I prefer gels, in addition to it being a probable canker-causer (it seems last time I was toothpaste shopping I was being particularly inattentive).

For now I'm relying on Ora-gel to get me through the meals and hoping that new toothpaste and my multi-vitamin will clear up this particularly heinous canker. In the meantime I plan on avoiding mouth trauma and stress.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

I Wanna Be Steak

So I feel a little lame, but I did not realize just how awesome Paule Newman was. That's right, Paul Newman kicked butt! Here are some reasons:
  • First off, he was beautiful. In black and white, young and old, he started out handsome and aged very gracefully (he's up there with John Wayne in my book).
  • He was a fantastic philanthropist. I wish I had know sooner, but all the profits from 'Newman's Own' salad dressings and other foods went to charity. Additionally, he started the Hole in the Wall Gang Camp for seriously ill kids. I imagine there were other things too, but most of the biographies I found focused on his movies. I admire that he put so much work into giving to others in need. Giving money is great, but building something (like a camp or company) that gives is awesome!
  • He made some pretty good movies, I hear. I plan on spending part of this weekend have a Paul Newman festival. I have a few of his movies on my "Movies to See" List, I think I'll start with Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid, then The Hustler. Maybe I'll get to Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, who knows.
  • He said some pretty great things I've heard here and there. A couple of my faves include
I wanted, I think, to acknowledge Luck: the chance of it, the benevolence of it in my life, and the brutality of it in the lives of others; made especially savage for children because they may not be allowed the good fortune of a lifetime to correct it.
I'm a supporter of gay rights. And not a closet supporter either. From the time I was a kid, I have never been able to understand attacks upon the gay community. There are so many qualities that make up a human being...by the time I get through with all the things that I really admire about people, what they do with their private parts is probably so low on the list that it is irrelevant.
  • Perhaps my favorite thing about him is this romantic notion I have about he and Joanne Woodwards relationship. Yeah, it was his second marriage, but he said this thing that just melted my heart. When asked why their relationship had lasted so long he said, "I have steak at home, why go out for hamburgers?" I don't have very many romantic notions, but I want to date someone who treats me like steak (and if they could age as gracefully as Paul Newman, that would be super).
Also of note this week, I have about the worst canker sore ever. Its not one on my tongue or the inside of my cheek, where I usually get them. It's on my upper lip by my right incisor. Every time I open my mouth it rubs against my tooth and hurts more. It's actually started to swell. Yesterday I could barely smile. I don't know exactly what causes cankers (I'll look it up later), but I know I get them when I get stressed, so I spent last night trying to relax. I feel pretty successful, but really, how much could I relax when I was trying to read a 300-page book in 1 day. Turns out the only thing I could do was put salt directly on the sore. It hurts really bad at first, but it makes the regular canker pain feel like nothing. I suppose that's masochism at its best. Eh. All in all, I'm glad the week is over, and psyched for this weekend. I'm going to try and get a fall foliage hike in, and listen to some conference. Boo ya!

Oh wait, one more thing. Ironman came out this week. Awesome!

Friday, September 26, 2008

On a Lighter Note (Mink Are Evil)

I just thought I'd follow up my political manifesto with something fluffier, and something with pictures.

So, there's a mink farm up in Logan that causes so heart ache at the zoo two a year, every year. When the farm moves the mink into cages away from their mothers, then when they make them into pelts several escape, swim up the river and kill birds in the zoo. Here are some fun facts about mink:
  • They are mammals in the Mustelidae family (weasels, ferrets and martens also belong to this family. Their species name is Mustela vison (sounds a bit nefarious, right?)
  • In wild these animals are endangered due to hunting and habitat destruction
  • Mink are very agile in the water and on land (in 'real world' terms, this means they're hard to catch).
  • Mink can be anywhere from 17 to 26 inches long and weigh 1-3 pounds (but it seems no matter their size they can easily squeeze through fences, grates and traps).
  • Mink are carnivores, but dainty carnivores. They will kill a 5 pound bird and then only eat some meat from the head and neck. More than being carnivores they are cold, hardened murders...nay, homicidal lunatics! (Note: I have sources for every fact except this last one, I don't know if you'll be able to find that anywhere but here)
Some of the images that came up on a quick Google image search:
Great, right? So, now that you all know that wild mink are ok, and farm mink are evil (that was the real morale of this tale), you should join my Anti-Mink Task Force. The mission of the AMTF is to eliminate farmed-mink citing in Cache Valley. We envision a future where Becka will not have to patrol for mink at night, where mink won't kill kick-ass birds like Mandarin Ducks or Ferruginous Hawks, and where no one will ever seee a mink crawling through the gutter grates in the fair city of Logan. Membership duties are easy, just spend a few minutes each concentrating on mink hatred, and avoid wearing mink coats, etc (those mink just aren't being pelted fast enough, I guess). There are no membership dues, just as long as you make sure that every day you spend a few minutes with your think face on.
Examples of "Think Face"


So practice hard, and begin enjoying the mental benefits of being part of this truly meaningful movements.

Sincerely,
Becka Downard
Mink Hater

All I'm Saying Is...(My Political Rant)

I had a very frustrating moment at work today, and figure I get to blow off some steam (you've been warned, a small rant is coming up (it may sound similar to some of the things my mom says, but that just goes to show how wise I think she is). One of my coworkers who rarely talks to me up and talked to me today. He started off simply enough, just asking if I had another job, what I was studying in school, and whether I was an environmentalist. I said that I was an environmentalist, and that I thought hunters were actually pretty good environmentalists, though I choose not to hunt. With this he said "Good, you're educated." Really, he was going to go ahead and tell me I'm educated. Of course I'm educated! I decided not to pursue that comment because I don't think that my education makes me better than anyone else and really try to avoid sounding elitist. Anyways, then he asked who I was voting for and all hell broke loose.

Before I get too far ahead of myself, I'd just to like to say I truly do support Obama, even when I'm not faced with one of the more ignorant people I have ever met. I love that he (Obama) is tolerant, I love that he is concerned with the rising cost of education, supports giving health care to more people, and has an energy policy that goes beyond drilling (it might be my paranoid mind, but I think we've reached peak oil and the oil companies are hiding it). I often hear people say that Obama is the lesser of two evils, but I think he's actually great and not at all evil, I think he represents an awesome change of pace. Plus, he is amazing to listen to, and being persuasive is a plus in my book. I have my opinions on McCain, but I believe that smearing someone else doesn't really count as having a position on real issues, so I'll just keep that down.

Back to my bad day at work, this guy proceeded to yell at me (really, he yelled at me) about how he couldn't understand why I was a liberal and that Obama would run this country into the ground. More than anything else he said, the fact that he called me stupid (duped was the official term he used, several times) and refused to even try and understand how someone could think differently from him were the most frustrating things. I left feeling like there was nothing I could do to make him see me as more than "liberal and evil." I feel far more complex than that.

So, in case anyone wondered, I am an environmentalist, fairly moderate, and an independent.

*I think the less privileged in our country need to be advocated for, I believe that the opportunity to pursue an education is a more important right than the ability to obtain a gun. I think human suffering is intolerable and we should do everything we can to alleviate it, no matter the race, gender or class of those suffering. I think the way we as a group treat the most disadvantaged (the poor, mentally disabled, elderly, etc.) is the most telling example of our true intentions toward others.

*I believe in advocating for environmental protection, that without an active advocate a greedy few with exploit and destroy resources that belong to the entire country. I believe our national forests, rangelands, parks and wildlife are the property of the entire country and that our government is the only interest that can be a worthy steward of such resources. I believe that while diverse interests do need to be taken into account in natural resource decision making, that the long-term effects of any proposal should be taken into account. I find making decisions based on marginal cost-benefit analysis is stupid and selfish.

*I abhor xenophobia, when did being American start to mean that you couldn't be Mexican? I honestly don't believe immigrants, illegal or not, pose a great threat to our country. I think the solution to the "immigrant problem" lies in addressing the reasons they can be more successful in this country as second class citizens than as full citizens in their country of origin. I believe that diversity is important to raising a generation of un-ignorant people. I see no threat in difference, whether it is a different religion, ethnicity, country of origin, sexual orientation, or anything else. I think the most dangerous things happen when people band together in the belief that they all agree on everything and identify discrete enemies.

*I am strongly opposed to divisive politics. I have no fear of homosexuals, I think bans on their ability to have a marriage, adopt, etc. are efforts to manipulate the public's concentration away from real issues.
-On that note, I think abortion should be a non-issue at this point in time, Roe v. Wade was handed down decades ago, and should be left where it is. I have my own religious views, but am extremely uncomfortable with anyone passing legislation based on religious beliefs. I believe that every woman has the right to decide when she is going to have a baby, and that eroding the ability to choose whether or not to have an abortion is intimately tied to with ability to obtain birth control, to get adequate gynecological health care, and to make so many other choices. I think taking one step backwards risks sliding back toward the days before suffrage, it sounds paranoid, I know, but it makes sense to me. And it seriously irks me that so many male lawmakers are taking this issue up. They will never be pregnant, they will never know the struggle to decide how to fit a family in with everything else a woman may want to accomplish, and no matter how sympathetic, they will never know how one man/mistake can change course of a woman's life.

*I think the two party system is flawed. While I know which party I most frequently vote for, I don't believe that declaring yourself a Democrat or Republican makes anyone a worthy candidate for office. I also find that more than playing into the divisive politics that so often take over in our country, the two party system severely limits voters choices. Imagine having more than two real choices for President.

*I don't think we can lower taxes, fight major wars in two countries, bail out our financial system, and support the citizens paying those taxes. I think the governments primary function should be to protect and support its citizens. I can see so many ways the government has supported me (the infrastructure I use everyday like roads and sewers, my state school, my entire grade school time, mosquito abatement, environmental protection....) that I am only alarmed when I see those tax dollars fly out the country (or right now, toward Wall Street).

*I don't believe war is the answer to much of anything. I can find it in myself to support a defensive war, but that hasn't been the case in America since WWII. I think in an increasingly globalized world that being so aggressive will cause the country to overextend its resources in the wrong areas and ignore really pressing issues.

*I am very patriotic. I believe that what makes our country great is its institutions, not the people running it. I bristle when people suggest that by not supporting a war I am not patriotic (I admire the patriotism of soldiers, I am very sad when they are injured or die, I would much rather they remain safe at home, protecting things here). I vote because I believe that it is the way I show my faith in this country. I think one of the most dangerous things about the Bush Administration is that they have sought to erode these institutions, that they have done seriously unconstitutional things.

So there it is, my hippie-dippie-tree-hugger belief structure, I have lots of other opinions, but I'll stop there for now. On a happier note, who saw Heroes this week? It was amazing, right? I had to wait until Tuesday to see it, but afterwards I could barely contain my joy. So many of my questions were answered in the first few minutes, it was amazing. I'm curious if the show has had a religious undertone that I've missed until the episode labeled "The Second Coming." Did anyone else notice that? Where do you think that's going? I can hardly wait until this Monday.

Also, the last day to register to vote in Utah is October 6. Whether you agree with me or not, no one's going to know unless you vote!

Friday, September 19, 2008

September Shenanigans

Well, I've officially started my thesis research, hooray for me! I knew I was meeting with a guy today who had a background in qualitative research and who worked a bit with wetlands, but completely misunderstood why I was meeting with him. Turns out, it was a practice interview, and based on the feedback I got it seems I did pretty well. So, I may get this thesis thing done after all, boo ya! Another happy note from today, the guy I interviewed said that a lot of natural resource employers are looking for people with the natural science and human dimensions background that I have, super. To make it better he said that my plan to move to Hawaii for a while was good idea because employers also want someone interesting working for them. Which I took to mean that going to Hawaii would make me more interesting, which means I must go because I have a deep fear of becoming boring. Anyways, that was my mildly stressful, but ultimately productive afternoon.

On to other things. I've been going through my cell phone lately, perusing pictures because its not like anyone ever calls me (boo hoo), and I've found some more photos I feel I must share.
First off, I see this sign when I go walking most everyday. I think it's excessive. Remember the song by Five Man Electrical Band called "Signs"? If not, here's a bit of the chorus: Sign Sign everywhere a sign Blocking out the scenery breaking my mind Do this, don't do that, can't you read the sign.
I bet they hate hippies. Jerks. Really? No standing, what the heck?

Speaking of my walks, one night I came home and looked at my shoe and found a hitchhiker. This tiny slug had attached itself to my shoe, it was really cute, but I didn't know what to do with it. Sadly, but the morning it had dried up and died. But it made me happy that night. Another night I came home to a less happy bug confrontation. I found this guy in my bathtub. I tried using my toothbrush as a standard to measure it against, but I don't think it shoes the full intensity of this bathtub spider. Seriously, take a look at it, you can see its eye stalks! That's a huge spider, and the only reason I know about it is because it got stranded in my tub, what if there are other ones? What if they're radioactive and bite me? What if there's radioactivity in my apartment and I get cancer? It's all very scary.
I tried adding a scale to another camera phone picture later, and it might have been more effective. This is a baby painted turtle at the zoo, can you see how small and awesome it is? Really, its a whole turtle that's only a little bit thicker than my finger. How cool is that?
Turns out, not everything at the zoo is that cute. While cleaning one of the buildings I saw something huge crawl across the floor. Freaked out and intrigued I went over to see what it was, and it was a giant spider. Seeing as it was unafraid of me and there was a tape measure nearby I decided to measure it. It was two inches long! That's freaking insane! Unfortunately, in my efforts to document the visitor I forgot to squish it, so its still at the zoo, I hope it doesn't bite anyone, or reproduce, that would be bad.

It's also been an interesting month for sign reading. Coming back from my doctors appointment I was behind this SUV with this elaborate window sticker that went across the back and the sides. Ridiculous! Who thinks oil rigs are beautiful? Not me. In the middle it says "gotoil.com" I refuse to go to the site right now because I'm afraid it would make me angry, and I've got enough to be riled up about right now. I hope the guy driving it had investments with Lehman Brothers. And I hate his blue tooth.

While in the bathroom later that week I happened to take a closer look and the tampon/pad vending machine and finally learned what matrons do, apparently they restock the feminine hygiene product dispenser. The world makes sense again.
One last sign, then I'm done. While out on my walk I noticed this sign on the port-a-potties outside the football stadium. It's silly, but poo humor makes me giggle.

Hope everyone's week is going well, and that you've got something to look forward to this weekend (if you've got nothing to look forward to, remember that Heroes starts on Monday, and that Heroes is amazing!).